我沈默, 不代表我不痛
我不痛, 眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受, 安静忍受...
好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾流过...
感动和悲伤都是理由...
我多希望...
有好的眼泪慢慢流,
和好的笑容陪着我...
可是就是没想到...
错错错错错错错错, 全部都搞错...
最深的痛也只能沉默...
笑过哭过没想过, 最后要寂寞...
世上最残酷的, 恐怕是时间
困住人, 一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸...等待后面是等待,
更沉默的等待...
让我肯想...
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦, 那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水...
我 好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回...
虽然, 笑着比解释容易...
可是, 我不是你想象中那么勇敢...
笑着哭... 真的... 真的... 好痛...
My mum was on leave for the past two weeks
because of hypertension due to stress at work
Every month when I see her tears
I don't know what to think anymore
Am I going to end up like her?
Or even worse than that?
Was I making the right choice,
when I chose the paved path for me,
so that I wouldn't disappoint her?
So I get my degree,
Then what's next for me?
An accounting job 8-5?
But...
I won't be happy...
Because, that's not what I want...
I'm so tired... I really am...
I'm so tired of living my life
and trying to keep up with her expectations...
When is it my turn?