Thursday, July 9, 2009
regret...
there is no way to have not regrets in your whole life...
the only difference is how we live with it and move on...
everytime we will keep saying "If only..." or "早知道..."...
then from my friends I will hear "早知道... 早知道... 我就中一百万了!"...
at different points of our lives... we "If only..." certain things... at the same time we look back our previous "If only..."s...
personally i have regretted alot of things in life...
at 6 when I started pri sch in Singapore... "If only I was stilling living in Canada, then I wouldn't have to study Chinese!!!"...
at 8, after playing at the neighbourhood playground... "If only I had been more careful and not sprain my ankle, then I could have gone to Fantasy World. And I probably wouldn't have gotten lazy about exercising!" hahaz...
at 9, I moved from Bukit Panjang to Kovan area... "If atonly I didn't have to move, I would have been in the same class as my good friend..."
at 10, I started pri 5 in a new sch... "If only I had stayed at Bukit Panjang, then I wouldn't have to deal with a new class..."
at 12, started sec sch... "If only I hadn't cried so much during sch, I probably wouldn't have been the target of ridicule of the guys in my class..."
at 15, I got a new puppy!... "If only I had stuck to my choice of getting the mini puppy from the pet shop, I wouldn't have ended up with such a medium sized dog now..."*but I still love her anyway* =)
at 17, my old dog passed away... "If only I had spent more time with her, maybe I wouldn't be missing her so much..."
at 18, had a video conference with an old friend in Vancouver... "If only I had continued to send the letters i sent in pri sch, then we wouldn't have been so out of touch with each other..." *damn... where are those old letters... "
at 19, graduated from poly... "man my results are bad... If only I had put in more effort at yr 3..."
at 19, also went to Taiwan... "If only I had gone a week later and stayed in Taipei only, probably would have brought a few more bags home... hahaz... Also might have been able to see the Machi shop!" *man... talk about bad timing!*
there's many more... lazy to list them out already... but really after looking back... Some I would love to go back and change... But most of it, I would have just left it anyway... Though some questions will still linger on, just keeping myself busy keeps these irritating thoughts out... hahaz... So if you see me unusually busy... Thats the main reason... l0lz...
"那阳光碎裂在熟悉场景好安静
一个人能背多少的往事真不轻谁的笑谁的温暖的手心我著迷伤痕好像都变成了曾经
全剧终看见满场空座椅灯亮起
这故事好像真实又象虚幻的情境
只是那好不容易被说服的自己藉口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭好后悔 好伤心 想重来 行不行再一次我就不会走向这样的结局好后悔 好伤心 谁把我 放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机对不起独自回荡在空气没人听最后又是孤单到天明(最后又是孤单到天明)"
时光机 by 五月天
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