[ Just The Girl ]

Monday, July 28, 2008

I looked out the bus window this morning.

I saw a grandpa pushing his grandchild in a pram.

and I thought.

that child had a brief feeling of what life was gonna be.

like the ride he/she had just experienced.

it's a long ride to the destination.

not necessary smooth sailing.

neither bumpy all the way.

many routes to reach there.

choose one.

won't stop till you reach your destination.

just like life.

it goes on, no matter what happens.

might be happy or sad along the journey.

but then again, that's just life.

there will be times to laugh.

and so there will be times to cry as well.

sometimes we get what we want.

sometimes we don't.

that's life again.

but one thing for sure.

we don't live life alone.

just like the grandpa to his grandchild.

we will always have someone.

to love us. to support us.

to provide us with that little push when we really need it.

I wanna thank those around me who have been the "grandpa"s to me... =)

"Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight..."

"A Thousand Miles" by "Vanessa Carlton"

Just The Girl @ 4:00 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

waiting for NAPFA rite now... i wanna PASS!!! freaking standing broad jump and 2.4km!!!!

Just The Girl @ 3:38 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

at MA2 tutorial rite now... but of course not mentally here again... long time since i updated... dam tired and shag rite now... alot of ppl ard me also seem this way... firstly, my grp mates... they work like hell... but i dunnoe how to help them sometimes... coz i really don't get it... they look so darn tired rite now... next, my classmates... they look equally tired... coz they also have been rushing the same bloody projects... choy, nadia and wei xuan oso looked a lil shag yesterday... esp wei xuan... hahaz... he looked like he in a freaking bad mood lar! like he gonna wack ppl up... kai feng sounds dam shag and tired online... and to add to it... she's freaking busy... met bao wen yesterday too... he looked stressed out and drained... xing xian also looked dam shag... then somemore he wait for me 10 mins... l0lz... feel so bad lar... then after that i met denise and danielle at the busstop... they looked a lil tired but at least they were somehow dam high!!!hahaz... but i bet is because they juz came from gym... when i get onto the bus i see a least like half of the bus is asleep... hiazzzz...

don't know if itz just because i'm shag and tired that everyone around me looks that way too... could be so... hahaz... our own conditions affects our perspective most of the time... i hope it's true... coz having so many tired people ard is no good at all...

EVERYONE JIA YOU!!!APPROX ONE MORE MONTH OF SCHOOL THEN THE HOLS WILL COME!!!

but the comes attachment.....................................

hahaz... trying to get high myself in class... abit siao liao... anyway... i'll do a lil update...

4thJuly08

had Marshmallow 2nd anniversary dinner at the HK cafe at Kovan... din feel like taking any photos dat day... so dun have any photos with my face... i guess... and hope! =) after that we went to play pool for a while... i seriously suck at it... not only coz of my bad wrist... but i juz seriously cannot make it for pool anymore... SL wanted to go bowling... but Alvin said no... coz of my wrist... hahaz... too bad... =p

6thJuly08

celebrated HWJ's birthday before he going for his NS on last thursday... he ask me bring speaker in the end din really use... then somemore spill curry over the box... heng my speakers not inside at tat time... his b'dae is actually on the 27th of august... but he insisted tat he wanted to celebrate earlier... coz he say he din want his 21st birthday photos to show him botak... hahaz... played daidi and mahjong... i play mahjong no skill de... actually hu... but then i say pong... then i say hu again... then xiaobai keep scolding me lor! hmph! then HWJ dam funny... zhenling's bro actually already guessed correctly what was the gift tat we gave him... but HWJ saw got tamil words through the wrapping paper... then he keep asking us how come his PS3 made in India one!!! actually the tamil words were from the frist layer of wrapping paper... then he kept harping on it the whole nite lar!

10th-11thJuly08

Poly X'perience 08 @ NP!!! wasn't suppose to be invovled... but i juz dropped by and suddenly became involved... i'm guessing that the excuse letters from lessons tempted me... hahaz... i skipped out on simon tan's tutorial... then i went up to pass him the letter juz in case i would forget this week... he's reaction was quite funny... but was quite expected from him... then i got pissed off of kelvin... dunnoe is he nervous or wad... convention centre became conventional centre... Coral secondary school became Coral sec secondary school... malay cultural club became malay cultural group... nth to say... haizzzz...

12thJuly08

went to watch NDP rehearsal fireworks with a few of the bacomm peeps... actually i went to marina square first... coz xiaobai dunnoe the way to the place where we got HWJ's birthday gift... and we needed to change a part of the model we bought for him... i wanted to go woodlands to see the bazzar... in the end i concluded tat i had no money... so i shd not go... then the bacomm peeps came from there to city hall... to watch fireworks from the NDP rehearsal... it was a nice time for me to take my mind off things for a while... so i went with them to the merlion where we sat there until like 8.30pm... the fireworks were dam nice and dam close!!! i'll upload the photos another day... dun have them with me now...

anyway... abit pek chek over my wrist... i hurt my right wrist last last sunday... i also dunnoe what the hell i did... juz kinda pulled the jing too much i guess... now i cannot write too fast or too much... as for my piano... i cannot play octaves without hurting... bloody pek chek... cannot really play my exam pieces very well now... cannot play my Marriage D'amor nicely oso... coz mostly octaves... hiazzzzzzz... guess the only thing i can really do now is what ah gek said lor... rest and hope it gets better fast... =)

"Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it’s hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I’m two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I’m stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

’cause maybe there’s another plan
One I still can’t see
A little surprise, like Your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time"

Everything in it's time by Corrine May

Just The Girl @ 11:13 AM