# ...sam...
# Samantha Then Hui Ting
# Zhenghua Pri Sch; 1A, 2A, 3P & 4P
# Parry Pri Sch; 5B, 6B
# Bowen Sec Sch; 1C, 2C, 3E1 & 4E1
# Millennia Institute; OG2 & 06B12
# Ngee Ann Poly; ACC
# Curtin Singapore; ACC & FIN
# 15 Nov 89; scorpio


# Games
# Piano
# Guitar
# black, white & blue
# own little world


#Friends stick together
#Score an A somewhere
#Pick up a dailect
#Go Taiwan
#Move out


# Last Day of Work = 24th Jul'09
# First Day of School = 27th Jul'09

Just The Girl @ 12:00 AM


freaking sleepy now!!! i wanna go hm and slp!!! but the heat is so dam strong! argh! lazy to travel hm such a heat wave.... hiazzzz.... yesterday nite went yuki yaki with marshmallows' ... they make me sound soo picky lar! im not! i juz eat alot less... is it a crime to not eat alot?!?!? reached hm at ard 11.30pm... Jia Jun bluff lar! say can reach hm at 10pm... hmph! i nearly kena scolding... heng that whenn my dad drive me hm... Jie Yong call me for MA2 answers... then on the phone... so my dad cannot say much... then forgot to scold... hehe... supposed to do the CLAW tutorial last nite... ended up falling aslp after chatting on the phone with Raphael... chat till ard 1.30am lar! =p ah gek gonna scold when he sees this... hahaz... Raphael that idiot lar! living in his fantasy world in the small well of his...=p hahahahaz...

woke up late today... supposed to wake up at 6am... ended up slping till 7.30am... then rushed out CLAW tutorial on the bus to school...met ah gek in the morning before heading for lessons... again cooped up in his photography room... his phone spoil lar!!! call him never pick up!!! sms never reply...idiot! hmph! waiting for lunch to be over now... then going for TAX 2 lecture... GOT AIR-CON!!!! i guess that means im going... hahaz...

"I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait

I see you, you with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by while he lies
Then turn right round and forgive

I can't take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
But what can I do I gotta stay true
Because deep down I'm still a G
And I don't want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get that with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

It aint fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen you should be
Gettin all that someone's got
You should be rockin the latest and purses
Bracelets and watches you're worth
Much more than that occasional I know that I love you
I'm thinking of you and I don't wanna come
Between you and your man no
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get that with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

Get it together
You can do better
See is believin
And I see what you need so
I'm going to play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out

Girl cuz I can't help but wait
Till you get that with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star

And I can't help but wait
Till you get that with him
It don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

Can't help but wait babe nonono
I can't help but wait
Ohohoh
Can't help wait No oh no oh no oh"

"Can't Help But Wait" by Trey Songz
Just The Girl @ 12:30 PM


time to update again... long time since i updated... AGAIN!!! but first... replying to tags... lazy to type on the tagboard... =p

f3ng: yeah... thankz... dun worry lar... i wun forgot how free u have always been... =p but seriously lar... thankz... btw... i juz found ur b'dae present from last yr... suppose to pass to u tat day u came my place to watch cartoon... kinda forgot...

pak: see lar! all ur fault lor! no more crappy msn convos, tatz why emo! hmph! hahaz...thankz for the encouragement arh... but seriously lar... miss those times we kept cursing and WACKING EACH OTHER'S HEAD! yr 1!!! T.T

art kong!: though u never tag! i noe u read anyway! bloody hell!!! dun use emo kid on me again! *bish BASH* i dun wanna grow up!!! hahaz...

alrite... now time to get on with the udpate... gonna be suuupppppppeeerrrr long...
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5th May 2008

met ah gek in the morning at sch... was singing all the way till lunch!!! i nearly cried though listening to "当你孤单你会想起谁"... ah gek dun worry lar... wasn't ur *coughs* excellent singing... juz the lyrics lar... those who wan the lyrics...

"你心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆
一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑
人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味
谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲
只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲
只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

你的快乐伤悲
只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回"

ok lar... ah gek singing i rate er... 4 stars! happy?? hahaz... coz u did make me laugh... by trying to sing songs u obivously cannot reach... hahaz! sorry tat i disrupted ur studying time again! hahaz... a quote from u "love ya lots yar!" =p

anyway... i got a 500GB harddisk! hahaz... finally... and also... i had a free laptop skin... i used my bro's name in a lucky draw and got it... hahaz... but i gave it to jimmy... coz my family dun dig these kind of things... my dad wld probably kill me if i pasted anything on my Baby lappy...

then after that i took the bus to jurong east to meet alvin, chun rong and jia jun... met daren therre oso... then he took the clementi... and we took to outram to meet phoebe... then we went to serangoon to makan dinner... wanted to go chomp chomp... but was full so we went to the nearby hawker centre to makan instead... then they came to my hse to play mahjong... the 3 guyz bathe together lor! omg lar! they take so long nvm leh... but the whole floor so wet... then pluz they made alot of noise... hiazzzz... then i played Marriage D'Amor and 大男人·小女孩... i oso juz played through 童话 for them... haven't played it in a very long time... then when i played it... brought back quite a number of bad memories... juz dunnoe why... no matter how long it has been.. the memories still stay... then after tat i went to bathe... then played mahjong with them... all this arrangement was hush hush... coz my parents wouldn't allow it... hehe... and they were in JB! all zao fan! hahaz... my bro came hm late and my maid went out till the next morning! REBEL! hahaz... i won the first 2 rounds! hahaz... my feng shui wei!!!after tat alvin sat there when SL came... and he oso won a few rounds... hahaz... then i fell aslp and they went to find supper... they came back at ard 3 pluz... then slept till 6.30am and chased them out! hahaz... coz my uncle KC coming to bring me to m'sia... later he see them then im busted! hahaz..

ok last part i hope... my uncle KL has fingerprint like Mas Selemat! hahaz.. coz now the causeway they take the thumbprint as well... for those who dun noe... hehez... he was scanning his finger... then the officer kept asking him to scan... then dunnoe wan let him pass or nt... hahaz... coz he's a new zealander... who is chinese... yet dark coz he plays golf... so i can't really blame the officer... they went to london last nite... 11pm flight! 13 hrs to get there! i wanna go!!! hahaz...
Just The Girl @ 11:00 AM


i hit emo rock-bottom & broke down again juz now on the bus... 2nd time already since this sem started... usually i juz hit emo... but the extreme is breaking down... the early time i broke down this sem, i called pakwing... dunnoe why... but i juz did... thankz for being there ah gek! but this time i kinda juz kept to myself... maybe coz i wanna juz like train myself... coz i guess next year ard this time... i wouldn't be in SG anymore... but most probably alone at Perth... if all goes according to plan... or rather my parent's plan...

i dun really noe wad broke me down... juz how much reality hit me when i still can't do my tutorials... or that im really alone on the bus rides now... or how much i juz miss some crappy chats... up till now i still can't figure it out... i wanted to walk ard at the pasar malam at amk juz now... but i juz realised it ended yesterday... hiazzzz... i was waiting for my 76 after alighting from 74... then i guess the emo-ing juz kinda got worse... even chiat lin on the bus tat juz pass by can sms me lor "y so emo at the busstop..." din noe wad to reply... so i juz typed "Emo jiu emo lor..."... probably tatz wad prompted me to sms pakwing... "T.T... I cannot believe i emo-ing again..."... then he replied "You alrite?"... but i only could reply him "U noe wad... i seriously dun noe..."... i guess he figured nt to sms me back, some space cld do me a lil gd... i don't know why.... but every single bus tat passed by... i kinda felt that i was looking for someone who was gonna alight from one of the buses... i guess i din't meet tat someone before i got onto my 76... coz my mood din change from then at all... after alighting from 76... i decided to walk home... only tat i din exactly go home... i went walking... juz walking on and on... it juz seemed that the walking din hurt my sprained foot at that time... so i juz kept walking... till i reached hm ard slightly pass 8... must have walked ard the estate at least 2-3 times... since i left sch at ard 5.30pm...

skipped my dinner abit and went to shower... ended up juz eating a slice of home-made pizza.... took near one and a half hrs juz to eat tat slice... really no appetite... was reading through the msn message history with pakwing while eating... thought it might cheer me up a lil... since our chats in yr 1 was really very crappy... usually started and ended with us trying to kill each other... there was tons of nice memories stored in there... esp yr 1... then slowly... the conversations juz got drifted apart... more and more it looked like i was chatting with myself... no more cursing and swearing... no more shooting each other down... i guess... we juz kinda made our conversations mature... no more kidding ard... or more like no more time to kid ard... time is running out... next sem is attachment... i need to pull myself together... no more time to be playing ard anymore...


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