Monday, January 28, 2008
*28.01.2007*
today's her death anniversary... was staring at her urn juz a few minutes ago... then i remembered how she died... tears form in my eyes again... tired of that keep happening these few dayz... it takes energy to cry too u noe... i can still remember that moment where she had that seizure that caused her to enter the coma that she ended up staying in it for 2 weeks before she passed on before my very eyes... at ard 1pm... I thought that I could juz move on... with Angel ard the hse... I thought it would be easier... but it was nt... i juz could nt believe that she had juz left... juz like dat... after 7 years... she was my best companion... used to always have her beside me whenever i was sad... always there for me... but after thinking for awhile... maybe it was best she had left... at least it's better than still being in a coma... better than struggling to survive and live each long day... I noe that ur at a place where ur much happier and healthier... =)
but i juz wanna say...
i still miss u...
"你并没有离开我... 是搬到天堂生活..."
"蔷蔷" by Ella
Just The Girl @
4:00 PM
*28.01.2007*
