Monday, January 28, 2008
*28.01.2007*
today's her death anniversary... was staring at her urn juz a few minutes ago... then i remembered how she died... tears form in my eyes again... tired of that keep happening these few dayz... it takes energy to cry too u noe... i can still remember that moment where she had that seizure that caused her to enter the coma that she ended up staying in it for 2 weeks before she passed on before my very eyes... at ard 1pm... I thought that I could juz move on... with Angel ard the hse... I thought it would be easier... but it was nt... i juz could nt believe that she had juz left... juz like dat... after 7 years... she was my best companion... used to always have her beside me whenever i was sad... always there for me... but after thinking for awhile... maybe it was best she had left... at least it's better than still being in a coma... better than struggling to survive and live each long day... I noe that ur at a place where ur much happier and healthier... =)
but i juz wanna say...
i still miss u...
"你并没有离开我... 是搬到天堂生活..."
"蔷蔷" by Ella
Just The Girl @
4:00 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
hiazzz... must really be fate sia... just yesterday i was complaining that i wanted to got for my attachment in the first half of the year... i think i found the reason... i think itz because the events i like to take part in are all there... RED Camp... Open House... and a few more... anyway... i had already come to terms with that fact yesterday nite... because my piano exam will be ard the exam timing... thus it wld be better to be on attachment then...
then chunhui juz had to tell me today that i cld switch places with her!!! 玩我啊!!! i ok with it and accepted the fact... then that annie chiu tell me got chance to change.... pek chek... then in the end i gave it up to gabriel's friend... decided... might as well juz complete my piano grade 8 properly...
Congrats to those who scored well for their O lvls... my bro got 9... minusing off CCA grade will be 7... pluz i think he is going back to nanyang jc... so will be 5... gd for him...
Just The Girl @
2:00 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
juz found out today that i'm actually not gonna do attachment first!!! even though i out-sourced... i'm still doing it in the 2nd half of the year!!! argh!!! i wanna do first half... i dunnoe why... but i juz wanna do first half!!! sianz... hiazz... i guess life's juz being unfair as usual... all my bus-mates are going attachment first... so means... next sem... i'll have to stick to my solo bus journeys....
T.T
"少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞... 我想我可以习惯一个人生活..."
"一个人生活" by 林凡
Just The Girl @
4:00 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
was sitting on the bus juz now and juz thinking how extremes can happen within juz 1 year.
From something that I used to love... within juz 1 year... turned into something not exactly hate... but yet something that I'm doing juz for responsibilities... so many questions un-addressed... so many misunderstandings not cleared... juz leaves everyone so pek chek sometimes... okz... maybe not everyone... but for me, I feel that way... or maybe it's juz me... coz I remember JJ telling me before that I everytime 想太多... hahaz... dunnoe le lar...
today I became my own doctor... and found a 'cure' for my own sad moments...
"Cure for Sad Moments"
Ingredients:
- watching smiling children at the playground
- listening to the cheerful laughter of the children
-both for ard 20 mins
-and then a long walk home with the wind
Lasted duration:
-lasted ard 3-4 hrs
- or at least until reality hits back
*there shd be no side effects... unless u are allergic to the above...*
Officially Missing You
by:Tamia
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And todayI'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you
Just The Girl @
2:00 PM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
How easily are you influenced by ur surroundings?How much are you influenced by ur surroundings?i was listening to 'Hey Baby' by Machi in the car just now... and i juz cried after the first verse... thatz how easily i am influenced by my surroundings... dun ask me why... i wanna noe the answer too...
Just The Girl @
4:20 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
hiazzz... juz came out of the bath after sending the marshmallows to the busstop... other than my dog barking at them and SL yelling at my dog when JJ or ChunRong brings her close to him... it was a peaceful and quiet morning... the sky is a deep but yet still abit light blue... and while walking hm... can see joggers coming out from their houses for their morning jog...
my room smells all sweaty now... hahaz... thankz arh guyz... u left a new yr "present"... hahaz... no lar... dun blame u all lar... wldn't expect u all to bring extra clothing anyway... so shd have expected that smell to stay for at least awhile...
juz now while they were slping... hahaz... SL suddenly toked in his slp in hokien!!! l0lz... alvin translated it to be something to do with wires (and SL was pointing to my ceilling)... i think i shd really try to pick up hokien sia... if nt really cannot understand wad's going on most of the time... after tat... dunnoe how phoebe turned abt... she ended up coiling up my telephone line... and pulled down the telephone from the side desk... ouch!... since i cldn't slp i downloaded 大酒店 from mobtv to watch and read my basic theory of driving book... but irritating SL lar!!!... put his doreamon ringtone but never wake up to it... argh!!! hahaz... anyway over le lar... now we noe why he dun like to slp over at ppl's hse... l0lz...
gonna meet xiao bai, weijie, huifang and fengling at bugis later at 3pm... i need some SLEEP!!! hahaz... if nt im gonna be slp walking then... hiazzzz...
Just The Girl @
11:30 PM
went countdown with marshmallow to the esplanade and see fireworks... sad that ivy could not join us... at first shenglong said that he didn't want to come to my place... in the end the rest snatched his wallet to make him come... ate 2 home-made pizzas and a lil sushi... 2 bottles of sparkling juice...
...and they went to...
SLEEP!!!
i cannot slp now... coz my whole body feels kinda sticky... wanted to play my guitar... ended up cannot oso... coz i'm kind of tone deaf and cannot tune the guitar without the electric tuner... now time to pass to alvin to blog le... hahaz...
Just The Girl @
8:00 PM
*28.01.2007*
was sitting on the bus juz now and juz thinking how extremes can happen within juz 1 year.
i cannot slp now... coz my whole body feels kinda sticky... wanted to play my guitar... ended up cannot oso... coz i'm kind of tone deaf and cannot tune the guitar without the electric tuner... now time to pass to alvin to blog le... hahaz...
