Sunday, July 29, 2007
5 more hours till Stagewerkz finale!!!
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4:30 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
i have this dam irritating module called EAA... dun ask me what it stands for... coz i have no idea and i dun really wanna noe either... it'z juz some accounting computer module...Now the worst thing is that i have to find a laptop by next tues morning at 11AM that has the programme ACCPAC installed in it...Criteria for laptop:- Must have ACCPAC... or can go Blk 72 LvL5 to load- Should have at least 1 Gb of space to load the ACCPAC- Microsoft Office 2003- someone willing to lend the laptopI'm going through all this trouble juz to pass that module... so pek chek lar!so... Help anyone???Quote:
"I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry
I'm fine - I'm fine"
I'll Try by Jonatha Brooke
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2:00 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I enjoyed...- Taking the morning bus to school with a good friend- Catching up with an old friend- SUSHI!!!- Wishing friends Good Luck!!! for their tests- Finally knowing how to do my IFA tutorial- Meeting BA_COMMers in sch!!!- Taking the afternoon non-aircon bus alone- The 'before rain' wind in my face- Praticing on my piano other than during only lesson times- Hearing my dad's voice on the other side of the phone- Watching TV!- No arguements tonite...- Knowing that I don't have to wake up as early 2mr morning! YaY!
- A cool nite- My dog snuggling up to me when i slept on the couchThese are roughly a few things i enjoyed and remembered today... However... no matter what i do, i always have this feeling that i will be alone in the end... Even though i've enjoyed these things today, there is still that feeling that at the end of the day, i actually was no significant figure/ not needed... that's was causese me to be more emo at nite i think... probably also adds to my personality of tending to keep things to myself...
Quote:"知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛..." 知足 by 五月天
Translation:" Being contented with what happiness i have now forces me to endure my heartaches..." zhi zu by Mayday
Just The Girl @
2:55 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I saw my dad leave in the taxi this morning at 4:16 AM... it'll be a week from now before i see him again... he's heading to Chicago via Hong Kong... If I'm not wrong he has to stay in the airport for about 2-3 hours for the transit.... Wonder wad's he gonna do at that time... i'm dam scared for him whenever he flies. especially after the SQ007 at Taipei incident... Coz at tat time his flight home from taipei was juz the flight after SQ007... Thus he had to remain in Taipei for another week or so...Looking at him enter the taxi early this morning... I was thinking... since i was awake, why didn't i wish him goodbye at all... Then it also set me thinking...when was the last time i had a good chat with him?
when was the last time we really sat down at the table to have dinner together?
when was the last time we caught a movie together?
when was the last time i had done something for him with the reason being family?
when was the last time i held his hand?
when was the last time i felt a warm hug from him?
when was the last time i told him 'Daddy, i love you!'?
All these last times were probably at least a year ago... It happened more frequently when i was very young... i can still remember the dayz that when i had a nightmare i wld juz crawl into my parent's bed to slp... coz i wld feel safer... but now i juz kinda grew out of those childhood dayz fully... I wonder how it will feel like to return to those dayz... it may seem childish but it's really heart-warming... rather than the family now that cannot have a proper conversation that does not end up in an arguement...
I wonder... if it's ever possible to go back...
Quote: "有时想把时间倒回..." Hey Baby by 麻吉
Translation: " Sometimes I really wanna turn time back..." Hey Baby by Machi
Just The Girl @
2:00 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007
okz... i'm finally gonna start!
hahaz... this is my first entry... wonder if it'll be my last... I actually created this blog quite long ago, juz that i only finialized it today...
Just a few dayz ago i realised why people write in blogs anyway...
- Blogs are an outlet to write things that you usually wanna tell people.
- Just that you probably don't know how to start or even put it into exact words.
- Thus you would prefer not to tell anyone face to face in case of embarrassment or awkwardness.
- In blogs, you won't know how people feel about what you have written until they comment.
- And usually it probably would not matter to you anymore as you've published it on a blog for people to read.
Anyway... my dad is gonna head for Chicago in another 4 1/2 hrs time... for one whole week, until next Sun at 11:35 PM!!! i'm really gonna miss him... it's been a long time since he was away for so long... the last time was China for 5 dayz... which was i think abt a yr ago... not used to not having him around the house... not to mention that since my mum sleeps earlier i need to reach home by 9pm or 10pm!!! hiazzz, a big 1 hr difference...
Gonna have some I&E interview tomoro... should end lessons before 12pm baz... After which i have Stagewerkz '07 Flash Mob! hahaz... a Flash Mob! means a grp of ppl doing something random at a random timing... but believe me... it's no random thing! you have to practise for it so that it looks nice and yet random... i'm so lucky that i have a group of enthu and dam energetic sub-comm to help me... not to mention my '雪白叔叔' to help me and teach me along the whole way... i really loved to thank all of them for helping me along the way... coz everyone did help... whether itz a little or a lot... every bit counts! THANKS! =) hiazzz... how i wish i could go back to the dayz i was a participant rather than an in-charge...
Quote : "原来我撑著撑到麻了..." 突然累了 by 林俊杰
Translation: "Actually I've already kept holding on until I'm numb to the feeling"
Suddenly Tired by Lin Jun Jie
*my translation is probably off... so forgive me... but the pt is there... hahaz =)*
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2:30 PM
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Test
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